....i just lost my car....

how do i feel??suprisingly im rly calm...coz i sumhow have an instinct that its goin to get stolen sooner or later...things r goin to be difficult from now on without her... spent a year without her thru the sunny days and the rain............with the exam coming up.......its rly goon to be tough...i want my car back but i know thats always too much to ask....

i sumhow luk on the birghter side...id rather lost my car then my whole pile of my lecture notes...at least i have that to thank about......

moment of glory.....tapi...tak glory pun!!hahaha

date : 20-24th october 2008

venue : UM (wherelse)

description : tired like mad, amazing, too much?

highlight : performing on stage at dataran tunku canselor..definately something that will go in my diary (hey wey dis is my diary!hahahahahah) tapi i tak famous my frens are all so busy to scream my name whn im on stage ishhkk (hahhahaahhahahah =)) )

conclusion : i am so ready to get out of here once im done with my degree...i did gr8 things when im here.. and shall be missed

ps:- i'l post up our performance pics real soon..watch out for it :p

addicted to grace miriam's house

argghhhhhh i don't know why every weekend i must stop by and stay over at grace's house. its like i never get enuf of it..kesian grace and bija (grace's rum8)..i always 'kacau' them..i feel that every weekend im extremely lonely..i just want to be around frens..not to mention how homey the room feels....aaaaaaaaaaa why cant i just stick my butt at my own room?it's as if i don't have my own..i sux big time...

now that im back at my own room,i keep on thinking of going back there waaaaaaa!

anyway thx grace and bija for letting me stay at ur place ;) luv ya both!!

starstruck!

sorry it took me awhile to post this up and my last post..the main reason is because i want all my frens to read and commnt on my last post but sadly only 1 who did hhahaha nevermind..we own got out own fish to fry..anyhow,let me sum up what ive been through for the lat couple of days..

starting with thursday,im practically free on that day,with having only 3 classes with 3 and 2 hours gap each,usually i would drive back to my college and definately will take a nap (my bed is the ultimate most seduction) but on that day,i decided to stay around in fac and be a good girl do my lab report..after the noon class,me and my other 2 coursemates (arlyne and danial) went up to KPS to have lunch..(KPS is like the centre of UM)..when i first came in,i thought 'wey hey,tht guy luks like the guy who acted in this very famous series called 'ali din.what the hell is he doing here in um.nahh,couldnt be him..hahaha' so i carry on and buy my food while my 2 frens luk for a place to sit. 'ok,arlyne pick the table next to the potential ali din..hmmm nvermind,maybe i can check him out wheather or not he is the real ali din' hungarily,i eat up my food. once in awhile,i would glance on my right to check him out..'eh its rly him laaa!! waaaaaaaaaaa' too bad only i know him,arlyne and danial had no idea who he is..at one point i glance again but this time,he was looking at me!!!i thought '$hittttttttttttt!!!!!' and he threw me a wide smileeeeeeeeee.......uhhhhhhhhhh soooooooooo sweeeetttttttt...i smiled back of course but there was food in my mouth!!!!!unhottttt!!!!!!!arrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!he is extremely tall about 6 feet craziieeeeee..after lunch,every 10 minutes i would brag about it over and over again hahahahahaah (typical me!)

yesterday, on the other hand is a funny story too. again, later on friday evening i have a seminar bound for all final years from my fac..my class ended at 12, the seminar is at 3pm..so i don't feel like going back either (again). there was EH magazine road show when i walk passed by. they gave out free mag so of course im grabbing one. i did not only grab one i grabbed 4! later that afternoon, right before my seminar started, the road show held a makeup session held by the famous Ayang Kamell (he is a proffesional make up artiste and had done a lot of celebrities make up including erra fazira,siti nurhaliza,etc..). he was looking for a volunteer with a clean face..lucky that day i did not put on any makeup so i could be his model that day. he made me up using only the finest makeup money could buy including Chanel and M.A.C. arrrghhhhh!!!i realllllyyyyyyyyyy extremely likeee the make up he did for me!!!and i so wish that yesterday i have somewhere to go,so it is so worth showing off a great makeover..unfortunately i don't... :( anyway, i was my luck keep on getting sooo good when the camera man keep on flashing at me (hahaha perasan celebrity for a second) i will be featured in the next issue of EH and MYC (malaysian college mag that can be gotten free throughout all campuses in malaysia and mcd). but to me the highlight of the day is that i made frens with Ayang Kamell..next time,for my graduation or any other important occasion im so gonna called him up and do me up well! :D

well that was the highlight for my last 2 days..after falling extremely sick on tuesday night,i deserve all this..alhamdulilah..today on the other hand,i can foresee that im goin to have a really laid back day with my preparation for 3 lab reports,3 test,1 presentation and 1 performance next week. to my suprise,im not stress at all. im actually very excited!

until next time peeps!luvs~

interesting visit to the clinic

earlier on, i went up to UM students clinic coz i suspected that im having slight food poisoning for the past 4 days..you know how is it when you experienced slight food poisoning?it's like your position is so in the middle..you dont actually have diarrhea and you don't vormit either but you feel nausea like mad!!it kinda make me lose my appetite :( sux big time eh (at first i thought its because im so emo that im having gastric ahaha!turns out i was wrong coz gastric meds dont work on me)

anyhow,that's not the whole point. i was reading today's paper (news straits time to be specific) and waiting for my turn to be called up by the 'modern bomoh'. one article caught my eye, it's the gadgets section. i've never been a fan of gadgets, called me old fashioned, but i hate technologies most of the time..haha. the thing that caught my eye is what they call 'THE PORTABLE LIE DETECTOR'...fuhhhh!!i read it with full concentration!!i hate lies!if i have that gadget no one would ever dare to lie to me again that is so cool rite?!?!if i smell something fishy, i can jus ask that person anything i want and the gadget will tell it all so i don't have to wonder around if that person is telling the truth hahahahahaha niceeee!im amazed of how they come up with this kinda things and make it happen!

it works like this, when you ar telling the truth, an image of an apple will appear. when you are telling a lie, an image of a devil with horns and long nose will popped up like a pop corn!hahahaha all you need to do is just asking 3 simple question of yes and no and you are good to go :D

unfortunately....it's just for fun!so you can't realy rely on that gadget to ask your boyfriend/girlfriend which house did they sleep in last nite *bummer* uhuhuhu wouldn't it be great if they could be dependable on such matters haihhhsssss

so don't get your hopes too high up!

'i know that they say, somethings are better left unsaid,but you shud've pick honesty, then you may not have blown it'

i was doing my assignment when my roomate left her radio on loud speaker. so, i enjoyed all the songs that were played over the radio while i push all my thoughts away and focus on my work. it helps..a hell lot..not only that it soothe my heartache but i catch a really meaningful line from one of the verse in the song 'cry me a river' (its lame i know but hey i didn't turn it on purposely!haha) by mr justin (oh so hot!). refer to the title that was it that give me more strength to carry on my days after ' the talk'. now i feel sooooo much better bout myself and not regretting what i've said (i felt a lot of regrets when i realise things aren't going so well after the talk..but maybe im just being paranoid..that's why i've been emo by the way..i was thinking what wud've it been if we just keep our secrets to ourselves?i think things will be better off now,but he asked...so of course i'm not going to lie...) coz honesty is always the best policy in anything.trust me, you will lead a more happy life once you do. and that is a promise.....think about this,u don't want the one you love keeping dark secrets from you right?so learn how to play fair and just let it out :D no matter what is the outcome, at least you didn't add up your sin to god by lying and fooling other people also yourself... ;)

i know everyone have their own opinions on right and wrong...so this is mine...tell me what you guys think...i would love to get ur feedback hehe!maybe you guys don't think that i did the right thing?i know damage has been done...u think theres a way i could fix it?hmmm tell me all bout it :D

so now i live by the saying 'i know that they say, somethings are better left unsaid,but you shud've pick honesty, then you may not have blown it' hehe....

ps:- thx to all my frens that have been there for me this whole weekend to get me through some of the difficult times of my life...theres nothing else i could say...i can't thank you guys enough...you know i love you peeps...may god all bless you all and especially won't induldge in my kind of $hit hugs~~

a good reason to be old

you see, growing up is never easy for anybody (at all i suppose). there's our ups and downs,the good and the bad and the sweet and bitter, list goes on...

im wise enough to know that, for every bad things that strikes, theres always blessing awaits us at the end. easy for me to say that, but when it actually happens to ourself, things ain't pretty anymore and nothing in the whole wide world could fix us unless the object of our problem is the one that starts to heal. in other words, the object of my desire...

these past 2 weeks (especially lately), i'm having an extremely terrible emotional breakdown. i felt insecure of myself, regrets bout the past, afraid of the future u name it. the funny thing is that i don't even know the real reason for my emotional breakdown...and which is the main cause is still a mystery to me...

tat was momentarily ago when i realised actually.....tat ive fallen for u.......

conclusion : a good reason to be old -so i dont have to grow up anymore and experience painful heartache-

save me..............

...basicly all about me...

all this while i have been giving lots of excuses not to have a blog on my own...but somehow, the recent events has gotten me a new vibe and determination to start one...so here goes...

hello my name is wani (my nickname of course since my full name is just too long for anyone to remember)..im 21 years old,an undergrad in chemistry,loves food (so i've been told,i'm a freak of nature coz i'm nt as big as my appetite),loves tv,loves sports...love?love?well tats just bout it i think..

i have to say,sometimes i would encounter a pretty weird day where all my luck has just gone upside down..and not to mention also the days that i feel like the angel is just right beside me granting me all the wishes in the world..so now,as i got my own blog,i would definately post on the amazing and some of the un-amazing things bout my daily life..

won't promise you that i'll be good at expressing myself in words but i will try to make you feel me with through my thoughts..hope you all enjoy reading this, and do drop some comments! :)